! emma nyx.

[emma nyx [[! zzyn.]]]

a little about me;;
Hey. emma…<3 is my screen name, so you can call me that or Danielle, which is my real name. I have been alive for fifteen years, and I intend on living forever. So far, so good. For around five years I have been role playing, but of course, I was a nub for the first four. Still, I am working on my basic skills, but practice makes perfect, right?. Here is a little sample of my work.

sample of my work;;

emma...<3
i'm the WHORE that all the girls look at in envy!
could this the beginning of ANOTHER heartbreak?

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God is quite a spiteful fellow, malicious and conniving. Beauty He gives to those who commit the most sin, when He keeps the diseases and disorders under his sleeve, keeping them there until he finds a nice small child to lay them upon. Emma, being the definition of sin, was blessed. Perhaps, He is ignorant and gives hope in those that are hopeless. She knows she is going to hell, but yet does nothing about it. Why even try when she is so far gone? Never before has she laid a hand on drugs, but for all the drugs she has stayed away from she has made up for in alcohol and sex.

Perhaps that is were man gets it, that is from the one who created them and could so easily destroy them. in the beginning all feared for the ultimatum of hell, but now, years down the road, some even seem to welcome it. Interesting things, humans are. Constantly we test waters and if no consequence shortly follows, we jump in. However, sometimes it is the consequence itself that causes us to do so. Emma is the perfect example of these dare devils who thrive off the consequences and pray for the ultimatum. Constantly, she is looking for something new to try to get her that lashing of trouble from her loving adopted parents. Pissing them off gives her a natural high, and due to her lack of illegal drugs, she craves it. Emma was always one who had to have attention all the time, but most only children are that way.

Masquerades had always been one of Emma’s favourites. Something about the mystery of the man behind the mask, and not truly having to know, made her feel free and loose like she could just be herself; not like she has any problem doing that anyways. After a few beers, masquerade or no, Emma is always the first to be on the dance floor with the first random man she meets. Tonight, on this wondrous occasion, the anniversary of her parents divorce, she chose to wear her favourite of all her masquerade outfits. Although it went by the basics of all costumes by means of a dress, gloves, and mask, hers was extravagant, but what else would you expect someone of her wealth to wear? Her dress, long as it was, gave her the appearance of nice curves, one of the few things that she lacked. Her mask matched the scarlet layers of her flowing dress and her crimson gloves that come to her elbows, feathers coming from it this way and that.

Her hips swayed from side to side as she worked her way through the crowd easily, holding her beer high above her head so it would not get spilled. Unlike some people, she does not like having her beer spilled, or poured for that matter, on anyone or anything due to the fact that it would require grinding up another guy to get another free beer. From across the club she saw her friend, Eliza, tearing some guy another ass hole. Interested in the matter, she worked her way towards them.

When she was about half way there, alcohol got dumped onto the guy’s head. Poor guy. But he shouldn’t have been messing with Eliza. She doesn’t like it like I do she thought to herself. Her pace quickened as she got closer, the smell of the beer incising her. Finally she was looking up at him, a smirk on her rosy pink lips.

“Alcohol goes in your mouth, not on your head,

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a little explination to go with the sample;;
This is a role play a friend and I put together. It takes place in a cabaret called The Dark Room. Here is the description for it: “The Dark Room is the hottest club in town. Even though...it's not a club. It's actually a cabaret filled with burlesque dancers, live entertainment, men in suits, women in huge, Victorian inspired dresses, and of course, alcohol. You have to be at least eighteen to get in though, and you must follow the strict dress code…” It is my character, Emma, and her character, Rafe, who are exact opposites meeting. I just figured I would explain a little so you would know what was going on. ^-^;[/size][/blockquote]

[emma nyx [[! zzyn.]]]

emma…<3

bestowed at birth;; Emma Jade Hale
soon there after given;; Emma Nyx
years behind her;; seventeen years
doctors said it is a;; female
and she prefers;; men, so she is straight
social standing;; junior that is known for being a whore

oh, young one, looks are deceiving;;
Emma can be described as a beautiful girl.
Often she does not feel that way, however.
She finds herself to be too skinny somedays; when on others, she thinks she should lose weight.
Oh, how dramatic the teenage life is.
So we’ll take a more in depth look.

basic
height.
Emma stands at about five foot three inches. Though never a tall girl, Emma shot up to 5’3” by the time she was twelve and spent the rest of her years waiting for the rest of the girls her age to catch up with her. Many overtook her height by a good three or four inches, but some never even reached her height. Nevertheless, Emma is content to be the height she is now. Her tiny height allows her to add heels to almost any outfit and still not be looming over every man she meets. Heels are a favorite of Emma’s; she rarely wears anything but them unless she finds a pair of cute flats that she really really likes. Which isn’t all that common, let me tell you. Flats make her even shorter, something she isn’t really fond of. Also, Emma was always shorter than boys even when she was younger. She was often teased about her height, but playfully and in good nature, so that she came to enjoy the affectionate teasing that the boys so vehemently insisted on applying to her, especially as she grew older. Despite her height, or lack thereof, she was an exceptional volleyball player growing up and learned that, while she could never block, she was an amazing setter and was able to play all throughout high-school, though she abandoned it in her junior year for partying and more excitement.
weight.
Emma has always been a waiflike girl other than her bust, never weighing more than 100 pounds. She likes to stay fit, scheduling numerous workouts every week and playing both volleyball and soccer as a child and adolescent. She has always been a gifted athlete, never having to practice very hard to excel at any given sport. Though some might call her unhealthy or thin, Emma hardly ever diets and prefers to just eat healthy, nourishing foods that are good for her body. If that’s called dieting, so be it. Norishing foods are nearly the top of her food pyramind but beer and other alchoholic beverages always seem to go higher. But to Emma, having a healthy body isn’t the same thing as starving yourself or trying to lose weight. It’s just trying to stay healthy. She has a very low metabolism, which means that when she chooses to eat a lot or eat something unhealthy, she doesn’t gain weight. She was blessed with this; it wasn’t something she had to work for or ask for and for that she is grateful. Emma is at ease with her body, and although she may be a bit on the thin side, she isn’t afraid of showing her body. Modesty is a word that doesn’t really exist in Emma’s vocabulary. As an aspiring actress, how can it?
shape.
Emma has a gorgeous figure. Despite her skinny body and petite frame, her bra size is easily a 32C. Without her well-endowed chest, she would probably weigh less, but guys love her tits and hey, she’s already skinny so why worry about an extra ten pounds that come from something that makes guys happy? She can pretty much fill out any top well, although there are some things that she wouldn’t wear because it would just look trashy with her full chest. They aren’t super huge or enormous, but they are definitely big enough to gain attention, whether Emma likes it or not. Sometimes it pisses her off, how men automatically look at her chest before they even look at her, although usually it’s not a problem since her face is beautiful and once men start looking, they don’t usually stop. Her stomach is flat, but she does not have much in the ab department. She works out every week, at least three times a week, sometimes more if she doesn’t go jogging every day. Emma likes to play sports; she’s not a total girly girl in that respect, and this keeps her body toned and fit.

[lower half]
feet.
An inherited trait from her mother, Emma has large feet. They aren't rabbit status, but she is sometimes embarrassed because of them. It angers her when she can't find the correct size in a pair of adorable shoes. She is often found wearing heels because they elongate her legs and make her feet appear a bit smaller. Flats she wears a lot too, but she tries to stay away from them because she thinks they make her feet look like “a duck“. She wears a size nine in a half, and with her thin, short legs they often stick out.
legs.
Her legs are very thin, and lean to the short side. She is the only one that can probably pick out every little problem on her body. Jeans have always been something Emma hates shopping for. She tends to get the inseam longer because it gives the illusion of longer legs. Skinny legs are something she has been wearing for a few years now, and it doesn't look like she'll quit wearing them. She wears a size three, but, depending on the day, often wishes she were either a one or a five. Her legs can’t be described as anything but sexy. Her legs are pretty toned from all the working out and jogging and sports she played in high school, but they aren’t so cut that they make her look like a man. When she flexes them, tone lines will appear along her thigh and down her calf, but other than that they are just slim, tan, and sexy.

[upper]
eyes.
Harper’s eyes are probably one of her more exceptional features. They are a gorgeous blue color, ice blue with streaks of dark sapphire intermittently woven throughout the icy cold blue of her iris. Her iris is outlined with a thin line of dark blue that is almost black, making her eyes really stand out and causing you to want to just stare at the marvel of them. Her eyes are unique, and that’s what makes them so special to Emma. Instead of a generic brown or green, Emma got blessed with amazing blue eyes that shine in the sun and attract and astound anyone who happens to look at them. The way the array of blues blend into a perfect blend of some color that has yet to be named is really quite amazing to behold. When asked what color her eyes are, Emma always replies blue, although in truth the color... cannot be described while doing them justice. Her eyes are identical to her mother's, which has always mad her feel a little closer to her mother, even though Enna isn’t really a fan of sharing. The shape of her eyes is a perfectly formed almond one, complementing her blue eyes perfectly. The lashes that line her gorgeous eyes are long and thick, causing her eyes to really pop because of the definition they give. They barely require more than a swipe or two or mascara, but Harper prefers to always be made up when she goes anywhere and they usually have more than that applied to them. Not that they really need it. Harper’s eyes are exclusive to her and her mother, Bella, which is why she feels the need to apply make up to make them even more different.
nose.
Emma’s got the kind of nose that a lot of women would pay big bucks with plastic surgery to get. Cute and elfin, her nose is perfectly straight and has a sort of curved yet pointed tip. Nicely shaped with delicate nostrils, her nose counterparts the rest of her face perfectly. It is flawless, with no large pores or blackheads or even a freckle on it. Though nothing out of the ordinary, Emma really likes her nose and it is one of the things she would never, ever change about her body. Because how can you improve something that’s perfect? Amusingly enough, her small nostrils sometimes flare when she’s very angry, only adding to the cute waiflike appearance which Emma has down so well. Her nose is just another accessory to her face, but to Emma, it’s one that she loves. She really couldn’t ask for a better nose; hers is just lovely.
mouth/lips.
Emma has an adorable little mouth. Her mouth is pearly pink and fairly plump. Her upper lip is very defined, the epitome of a beautiful shaped lip. Her lower lip is curved and slightly plump, producing a natural pout that you can only be born with. And Emma was definitely born with it. She keeps her lips soft and supple with lots of chapstick. This gives her a natural, matte glow to her lips, making them seductive without overdoing it. When she wants to dress them up, a clear coat of lip gloss or a cute lipstick will do the trick perfectly. Unlike her eyes, when it comes to her lips, Emma is pretty low-key. She doesn’t go for many bright colors, except for red on occasion. When she goes really crazy with her eye makeup, her lips will be played down. But when her eyes aren’t exceptionally vivid, she’ll add something to make them pop and even out her face. She knows how to not overdo it, which is more than she can say for half the girls in California. Her lips have never been chapped in her entire life, which is why she never plans to stop overdosing on the chapstick. She is very… active with her lips, so to have dry, cracked, or rough lips would be pretty terrible. Her lips are always soft and satiny, and their natural plumpness only adds to their appeal. Her mouth is more sensual than anything else. She has a fairly wide smile, but when closed her mouth gives off the impression that it is tiny and petite, except for her plump lips.
teeth.
Emma has perfect teeth that come from laser-whitening and just taking care of them over the years. Straight and nicely sized, she always smiles with her teeth to show off their sparkling whiteness. Emma did have braces for a year and a half to make her teeth the way they are, and though it was nearly torture, she learned to work around them in the guy department until she became an expert at it. Looking back, she would still rather have had straight teeth and braces than no braces and crooked teeth. She accepted the braces and when she got them off, she celebrated. So all in all it was just a necessary experience. Her teeth are white and straight, but they look real because they are real. She’s only had one cavity in her life, and it was in a back molar. So she has one filling and has vowed to never get another, especially if eating healthy can prevent it.
complextion
Emma was blessed with good skin, along with all the other gorgeous traits she had bestowed upon her. Practically that of an airbrushed model, her skin is almost virtually flawless, rarely sporting a pimple of other imperfection and even then it is harmless, small, and easily covered by a speck of coverup. She keeps her skin on a strict regime that keeps the blood circulating throughout her face and also keeps it moisturized and clear. Her skin is supple and soft, always adding lotion the her entire body the minute she steps out of the shower. She gets compliments from make-up artists and fellow actresses all the time, as well as her peers and acquaintances. Emma doesn’t even get back acne, one of the most common types of acne in the United States. She’s outgrown the stage where acne is prevalent, but that doesn’t mean she still might not be susceptible to it. However, she doesn’t really worry because her skin is gorgeous and while she might take it for granted, it’s always going to be there. Her skin is also very tan and sunkissed. She’s a California girl, what do you expect? All those days of lounging on beaches and strolling in the hot sun in a bikini are paying off, because Emma’s skin constantly has a golden, radiant glow to it that doesn’t look fake at all. Luckily, she tans easily and quickly, so if she is in the sun for an hour, she looks like most girls would after a whole day or two in the sun.
hair
color.
Emma’s hair color is striking and attention-grabbing. It is still her natural color, a rich dark chocolate brown that is soft and easy to manage. Unlike most girl's her age, she does not wish to ahve blonde hair because she realized long ago, that after she was blonde, she would want to be a brunnette again. From roots to tips the rich brown stays the same color. Her scalp can hardly be seen at her roots due to how dark and thick her hair is.
length/style.
Emma’s hair varies in length due to her getting several layers in her hair each time she gets it cut. She grew her hair out for a long time until she was about thirteen, only getting it trimmed regularly, and then at thirteen she decided to cut it off. She got a cute new short hairstyle complete with choppy layers and the tips flipped out. At the moment, it is about four inches past her shoulders, enough to gather into a presentable ponytail or do whatever else she so wishes to do with it. Mostly she wears her hair down in it's natural wavy state. The most she’ll put in her hair product-wise is a shine serum. And that’s purposefully. She likes her hair the way it is. She doesn’t really favor messy buns or ponytails unless she’s completely dressed down, which is rare for her. Side ponytails are cute on Emma, especially when her hair is scrunched or when it is wavy and natural. She hardly ever does this however, for she finds it to be far too eighties.
texture.
Emma’s hair is very smooth and shiny with a strong red sheen to it. Sporadic choppy layers are spread throughout her hair, adding volume and character to her already charismatic locks. Naturally, her hair is loosely wavy, but not in a curly way. However, when she blow-dries it, it dries almost sticks straight out. Her hair is easy to mess with and easy to manage, and responds well to whatever she wants to do with it. She doesn’t favor products in her hair, as she prefers it to be natural and soft and smooth. Her shampoo and conditioner are Frederic Fekkai, and they enhance her glowing hair to be even more shiny than it is naturally. Because her hair is so soft, it is very touchable, although Emma hates letting anyone other than a guy she’s being intimate with touch it because hands release oils in her hair, and makes her hair feel gross. It doesn’t look bad, but she automatically cringes when anyone other than an intimate partner, which could change every day or perhaps more than once that very same day, reaches to touch her soft blanket of hair.


so many sins in this young woman;;

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persona;
[tree hugger]
She is a huge fan of nature, and all that it has to offer. She hates driving and seeing all kinds of patches of trees being cut down and how nature is slowly going instinct with all of our necessities in life. She is usually one with nature, and tries to capture it with her camera as often as she can get. She usually goes for scenery, like beach sunsets and crescent moons. You will usually see her on hikes, biking on a bike trail, or just laying near a pond.
[rebel]
Emma likes to break the rules. She lives for the anger in her step-parents voice as they scold her for her latest exploit. She loves the adrenalin rush she gets from running from the cops. She absolutely adores the look of disapproval that glints in her elder’s eyes. She lives for excitement and the rush. She could care less what her future will hold or what the consequences of her actions will be. Emma doesn’t give a shit.
[jealous]
Emma is one of the few people in her family that has a bit of a jealousy problem. She's had it for as long as she can remember. She figures that is why her relationships never last. She's not green with envy or anything but she gets jealous very easily. She doesn't like to see the guy she's dating hanging all over some other girl or her best friend finding a new friend to hang with. It just drives her insane.
[stuck up]
At times, Emma can be a total bitch. And she knows it. When she doesn’t get her way, or when people annoy the hell out of her, or when somebody crosses her, her mood instantly goes south and people assume she’s a bitch. It sucks when people who are meeting her for the first time see her in one of her bad moods, because they automatically assume BITCH! when actually, Emma may just be having an off day. When she gets exasperated, she sometimes won’t even try to hide it and will even insult people to their faces. And when they try to come back with a clever retort, usually about how she’s a very *friendly* person, she really doesn’t care. It doesn’t get a rise out of her, so people learn to just back off and hold their tongues whenever Emma gets in one of her moods. Another thing that makes her seem bitchy is that she honestly doesn’t give a shit what people think about her. She acts how she acts because she wants to, not because she’s trying to impress or anger anybody. And if they don’t like her, then whatever. Deal with it.
[wild]
Harper can be described as a wild-child. She does things without thinking, often times on a whim, and it can sometimes get her into trouble. She makes decisions that while she may not regret, they certainly were not the right ones to begin with. She’s reckless when it comes to sex, alcohol, partying, whatever. The only thing that she won’t do, however, is any hardcore drugs. She might smoke a joint every now and then at a party where everyone else is doing it, but that’s the extent of her drug use. Drugs, for some reason, are very serious to her, and really scare her. Not that she would admit this to anyone, of course. But drugs like cocaine and meth are scary to her, and she doesn’t want to get caught up in that shit and get addicted. Other than her lack of drug use, Emma is pretty much the essence of a party girl. She loves to dance and party and have fun, especially when alcohol is involved.
[stubborn]
When Emma sets her mind to doing something, there aren’t very many things that can persuade or stop her from going through with it. And usually, nothing does. Emma is a stubborn girl, which only endangers her more because she is such a wild, outgoing person. If she feels strongly enough about something, then her opinion can’t be swayed. Like crack babies, for example. Emma cannot stand the thought of those poor, writhing infants coming down from their addiction, screaming and crying constantly. And then, when their addiction is gone, they are sent back home with their crack head mothers so that they can learn about cocaine and later, get into crack themselves when they get older. Emma once went on a tour of a hospital with her theatre group to research part of a play she was in and she passed by the small, pained infants wailing at the top of their lungs. When she asked a nurse what was wrong, and she heard what was wrong with them, it brought real tears of anger and compassion to her eyes. She couldn’t believe the unjustness of it all. And an opinion like that will never change, especially for Emma.
[outgoing]
Emma has a personality that can’t help but be outgoing. She is bubbly and cheerful and animated and so likable, plus she loves talking. She is definitely an extrovert, as she hates being alone for more than a few hours. She hasn’t always been like that, so needy, but as the events of her life unfolded she found that this is the way she became. Emma’s outgoingness is just another attractive factor about her that makes guys want to stop and instantly get to know her, preferable sleep with her if she’s up for it. And Emma loves attention; she’s a total limelight hog. But she’s down-to-earth as well, and she doesn’t get snobby from all the attention she gets from guys. Leave it to someone else to be an ice queen. For Emma, the thrill of the game comes in hooking up, not flirting and leading guys on. Although she has to admit, that can be quite entertaining at times as well. But Emma has a good heart, and her sociability makes her well-liked and popular through out the school. She doesn’t judge based on looks when it comes to friends, though she rarely sleeps or even messes around with any guy who she doesn’t consider hot.
[whore]
One thing you have to know about Emma is that she has is what you might call a whore. Some girls hate her for it, some girls think she’s the shit because of it, but either way, they are aware that that is just how Emma is. And besides, Emma really couldn’t care less about what they think about her. Emma lives her own life for her self, not for anybody else. She sleeps around a lot, whether it is just what you might call a fuck buddy or a random hook-up. Rarely does she sleep with a person she has any intimate feelings for beyond intense attraction Emma was almost glad it hadn’t worked out. Sex is like a tool for Emma; she uses it either to manipulate people or to get her way. It isn’t beautiful or pure to her; sex is just sex. And because of this cavalier attitude toward it, Emma is often labeled as a very *friendly* person. But a desired very *friendly* person nonetheless.


likes;

• kissing;; come now, who does not like kissing?
  
• fighting;; she loves the adrenaline rush she gets when she is hitting someone while their fists hit her back at the same time.
  
• yelling;; when she yells at someone it just seems to make everything else go away. it makes her feel better about whatever was wrong.
  
• perfection;; for Emma, everything must be perfect and if it is not than she tries to make is perfect.
  
• organization;; she is a very organized person because if she were not it would be more dificult to find what she is looking for, thus cutting out on time she could be partying.
  
• boys and all strings attached to them ;; no one would be able to tell you Emma did not like men. nor would they be able to tell you that she is shy, or that she has any interest in women. she is completely and utterly boy crazy.
  
• I^nstant M^essaging;; it is just so much easier to sit on the computer and talk to someone than in real life, especially if you don't really like the person and they will not leave you alone.
  
• doodling;; one of Emma's favourite pass-times is sitting down with a pen and a notebook of college ruled paper
  
• texting;; it is just so much easier to type to someone off of your phone than to talk to them in person, especially if you don't really like the person and they will not leave you alone.
  
• watching television;; television helps her escape reality and just daze off for a little while.
  
• animals;; most of the time Emma likes animals much more than people. they are so cute and fuzzy and adorable. <3
  
• nature;; there is nothing more beautiful to Emma than a sunset or sunrise. nothing takes her breathe away like nature does, except some good sex. everything about nature is just so amazing.
  
• soda;; her pop of choice is Dr. Pepper, but she also likes Mountain Dew, Pepsi, Diet anything, and Squirt.
  
• music;; she enjoys rap, rock, hip-hop, screamo, techno, alternative, indie, classical, and about anything else.
  
• playing guitar;; when she has a bad day, or a slamming hang over, she loves to play the guitar to get her mind off of whatever happened or her head ache.
  
• drinking;; her drink of choice is vodka, but anything will do.
  
• partying;; Emma feels most comfortable and in place at parties. she loves meeting new guys, especially when she gets to take one home or one gets to take her home.
  
• breaking rules;; rules were made to be broken and boy does Emma enjoy doing so.
  
• causing hate and discontent;; chaos and hate bring a smile to Emma's face, especially when she was the one to cause it.
  

dislikes;

• repitition;; she hates when things repeat themselves over and over. it gets old after the first ten times.
  
• preps;; wait a second? she hates preps? she is a prep! yeah, Emma is totally hypocritical
  
• meat;; she has been a vegetarian since she was fourteen year old.
  
• school;; school has too many rules and not enough fun in Emma's opinion.
  
• rules;; she loves to break rules, but the fact they are there in the first place annoys her.
  
• people who think they know everything;; once again, Emma is hypocritical because she acts like she knows everything.
  
• ignorance;; she despises people who are ignorant, especially when it comes to being ignorant about her. she hates it when people know nothing about her yet make judgements and form opinions.
  
• country music;; she loves most music, but country music is the one exception
  
• no phone reception;; if she does not have phone reception how is she supposed to text?!
  
• extremely shy people;; Emma is very hyper and outgoing so she hates it when people will not say three words to her or even look at her.
  
• children;; children are disgusting little creatures to Emma. she detests them with every ounce of her being
  
• obesity;; Emma hates it when she goes into a resteraunt, specifically buffets, and sees five huge people with seven plates full of food. for one, it is disgusting and secondly, it is just sad to her.
  
• disrespectful people;; oh poor hypocritical Emma. -patpat-
  
• water;; she would much rather drink a beer or soda than to have a glass of water
  
• slow computers;; it enrages her when her computer freezes up, especially when she is talking to someone she likes over IM.
  
• disorganization;; when things are not orgainized it totally messed Emma up. she cannot hardly function without everything neat and tidy.
  
• imperfection;; imperfection is a sign of weakness and Emma hates to be looked at as weak.

phobias;

• spiders;; Emma does not only not like spiders, she is deathly afraid of them.
  
• needles;; she is petrified of needles. want to see a whore pass out? just show flash a needle in front of her.
  
• rejection;; she is afriad of being rejected whether it be by a guy she wants to fuck or by a girl she wishes to befriend.
  
• turkeys;; once again, this is more of phobia than dislike. turkeys scare the crap out of Emma.
  
• clowns;; clowns are scary all togther with their big feat and red lips/nose.
  
• failure;; Emma sets all of her goals low that way she does not have to worry about failing.
  
• love;; she is afriad of falling in love, and she hates it when people have been going out for a week and are like: "OMG BABY I LOVE YOU!"
  
• heights;; she dislikes being up high in the air
  
• dying;; Emma is afriad of dying because with everything she has done in her life she knows she is going to go to hell. but she enjoys her lifestyle so she does not wish to change.
  
• being laughed at;; it makes Emma mad when she gets laughed at, whether it be by one person or a group
  
• pregnancy;; getting pregnant is by far Emma's biggest fear
  
• blood;; being afriad of blood goes hand-in-hand with needles. she will pass out if you show it to her
  
• being unsure;; she hates it when she has to rethink about a decision or when she is not sure what to do. it makes her feel helpless.
  
• children;; Emma dislikes children but it is also one of her phobias. She is always afriad that they will like kill her or something. to her they are the equivilant to the devil.
  

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[emma nyx [[! zzyn.]]]

her past should haunt her;;

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On July 25th, seventeen years ago, Emma was born to Isabella and Charlie Hale. They had met at a hotel over the summer and love struck them both. Even though she wasn't planned, she was welcomed. And they were very excited about the new addition to the family. During the third trimester, Bella started having problems. She getting sick and almost went into labor numerous times. At eight months she finally gave birth to a healthy baby girl, much to the doctors surprise. Often times when people do not know about the birth, new mothers don't receive many gifts, so Bella and Charlie were sure to tell everyone about the bundle that would soon be coming. So when Emma was finally birthed, her room was filled with pink decorations and banners that read “it’s a girl!”
Even as an infant Emma was showered with love. Pictures of her were constantly being taken, professional and with throw away cameras. Every night Bella hovered over her and made sure she was still breathing. It's a shock that she feels independent. She said her first word at five months and got her first tooth at six months. She didn't start to walk until around eleven months. Then at two years she was potty trained. Anyone could find out these simple facts for her parents kept track of everything. If you wanted to know the exact day and time she said mama, it would be there. The first time she ate solid food, it would be there. Anything and everything they could think of was there.
When she was five years old, Emma entered kindergarten at a local elementary school; she skipped preschool because her parents said she was not ready to be taken away from their loving care just yet. She loved being around people, and being the center of attention. She learned so much those first few years of school, and immediately got herself to the top of the popularity food chain. She could be a drama queen at some times, but that is your average girl. Too keep herself busy, she tried everything from ice skating and gymnastics to reading clubs. But, the public school life was a bit much for her in the eyes of her parents. They did not want her to be exposed to the barbarity that public schools often times had in their systems. Her mother was afraid that she was being exposed to things, and it wasn't the proper place for a girl of her status, so Bella pulled her out of the public school, and sent her to Saint Teresa, which was a private all girls school.
Emma was spoiled by her father; he gave her anything that she asked for. If her mother wouldn't let her have her way, then she knew she could always turn to daddy. She was getting everything she wanted, but she just wanted to be free and not go to dinner parties. So, like any spoiled brat would, she tried to ruin her parents marriage. Well, it worked. Her parents got a divorce when she was nine years old. They both had their careers and it was prenuptial. Her father owns a well known hotel and resort in Miami, Florida called Serenity Falls Resort. Emma throws a lot of parties here, and stays here a lot during the summer because of the climate. Her mother, Bella, moved to France and made her own fortune opening her own clothing line. Alas, tragedy had to strike when she was so comfortable with her status. Her mother died in a plane crash on her way home to see her beloved daughter perform in a ballet concert. Her father disowned her later that year because of her rowdy, rambunctious attitude and inability to follow the simplest of directions, so she found herself up for adoption. She was adopted by Mr. Joseph Nyx and his wife Mrs. Maria Nyx. She, however, got three-fourths her fathers estate and all of her mothers through the process of her having her father‘s rights signed away.

family is just an adjective for shit;;[/color]
deseased_xadopted_xbiological
Isabella Hale--> mother--> forever in my heart
Charlie Hale--> father--> he can burn in hell for all I care
Joseph Nyx--> father--> it is so much fun to make his face turn red with anger
Maria Nyx--> mother--> She’ll never be half the woman Bella was

other things of importance;;[/color] This is not done yet. I'm still working on it. ^^

this is my perfect character because;;[/color] I am amazing; she is amazing. We are two of a kind!
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